Saturday, January 27, 2018

Dream House

I want to sort out my thoughts on my dream house. Kyle and I are getting really close to looking into buying a house. Well we have been since last year. We have been approved for a loan, and all. We know we can purchase a house. Now, we are serious about buying, searching out houses, and seriously putting in offers. We want to move by June-July 2018
My Dream house:
1,900 or more sq. ft.
3-4 bedrooms
2-3 bathrooms
on 1 or more acres
Attached or Detached Garage
Lots of Trees
Open Concept
Island in Kitchen
Big Kitchen
Bathroom His and Her Sinks
One Story

Things I would like to have, but not a deal breaker:
Lots of cabinet space
A Pantry closet
Walk in closet
Master bathroom-A Shower and A separate bath
Master Bathroom Very Open Concept
2nd Bathroom His and Her Sinks, More on the bigger side
Deck in the backyard and front yard
Awning above decks
White Gated Picket around front of the property, maybe Vinyl for much sturdy outside for wear and tear
Depending on how many acres, fencing around land
A place for a garden, that is fenced
A hideout(for the Kids)
I googled my Dream house and this house came up in the search:
Comment with your Dream House

Tuesday, January 9, 2018

Hanging On By A Thread

I’ve been involved in this town for 6 years. I have lived here for 4 years, and 2 years our family’s lives revolves around this town. As the end of this chapter closes, I have an errie feeling of, just starting the beginning of new relationships again. I don’t feel like I got in a deep friendship. Like no one truly got the time to know the real me. No one tried hard to stay connected with me. ( I’m speaking in my town that our lives revolve around) At times I have felt like, “Yes, this is the girl, that we will have a deep relationship”, but then it ends. It’s mostly very uprupt. Everything is great, she (no one specific person, just a handful of ladies come in mind) is reaching out to me and I reach out to her. I listen to her life stories and she listens to mine. We connect. We enjoy each other’s company, and then nothing. I don’t know why I have such a strong desire to have a meaningful deep, long lasting friendship. I mean I know God has made us to connect to others in a deep way. But I seem to get in this cycle. Of just disappointment. Do I put to much expectation in a friendship? I hear many other people talk about stories about their Best Friends. “My Best Friend this, this, and that”. And I’m over here trying to get and keep a friend, that feels like I’m Hanging On By A Thread and it’s slipping away from my hands. Is it just a mirage of how I perceive their friendship? Or are they speaking Truth about really having a tight bond with this so called “Best Friend”. I know, depend on Jesus, not people. But I really feel in my heart, that I can depend on Jesus, but also have “my person”(if you watch gray’s autonomy, you will know what I am talking about). You may feel sorry for me. Don’t be. Every time I feel this way, Good comes out of it. God stirs up something, something beautiful out of it. First, this blog. Then finding my church I attend now. Then, He said start up a Network for Connecting Moms, thus The Mom Connection, that I run for Moms to support one another. Now, I feel more motivated when we move away from this town, to meet as many people as I possibly can. Put myself out there, not be afraid to meet new people. And maybe I will find “my person” a Bestie, A Best Friend.

                                        Found this picture, speaks perfectly to how I feel

Dream House

I want to sort out my thoughts on my dream house. Kyle and I are getting really close to looking into buying a house. Well we have been sinc...